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martianoo

I'm sharine. Sister, daughter, friend. Wired differently at times. Having a good heart is all that matters.
Mar 16 '13

Star gazing

It wasn’t a simple star gazing day last night. I never knew she had welled so much things inside her. I never wanted attention from anyone in the family. But I didn’t expect the care and concern.

Yes, I’ve changed quite a lot recently, these build up of anger, knowing people here and there. I’m used to keeping things low profile and under control. Yet, it’s precisely why I’m bottling things up. Things which can’t be mentioned to another being cause I know it’s going to be judged.


Selfish? In both ways, to a certain extend. Till the point you don’t know what’s right, what’s wrong. Simply not moving. A firm answer lies in the head, yet it can’t be realized for the disappointment it will cause.

Choosing to remain stationary, with a hope in mind. A tiny, tiny, hope. But this hope is something that will never be a miracle. Ever.

“Hope. It’s the only thing stronger than fear.”

“Without hope, the us’s give up - I know you cannot live on hope alone, but without it, life is not worth living”

Rather than letting disappointing them, I have a plan. It’s just a back-up. Yet another bunch of lies which is unlikely to take place for I have given my promise not to.

Feeling lost.

Going my way would be deemed selfish. Going the right way would be undoing justice for self. The suppression. Whatever you do, it’s all gonna be judged. Rather than so many people suffering, I’d rather be the one to suffer alone.

Tags: selfish lost

Mar 9 '13
Sometimes I think about the choices I make and wonder if they are the right ones.

Dec 31 '12

Thought

So many things have happened. Happy ones, sad ones. It all come and go. So many that I’ve lost track of time. Really. In just a few minutes, it’s going to be 2013. Time really flies.

Trips. I’ve been traveling for quite a while since the last semester. Not to many countries but rather, my passport has been stamped for quite a number of times already. Maybe its the reason why I had a nightmare. Dreamt about having the finals and yet to study any of the subjects and realizing that (still in the dream) I’m on internship hence not the need to study. Kind of a big ‘phew’ moment. Then I woke up in time for work.

Friends. Forged some new friendships, bonded with old old old ones. Others? I can’t quite come up a word. Feels like we’re strangers. Maybe it’s me for change is the only constant and that could be something I cant comprehend. I probably have taken quite a big step this year. Perhaps I’m just too sick of the old life.

2012 has been a year of ups and downs. Still there’s ways a something surprising at the end of every thing. Here’s to wishing a good 2013 ahead.

Dec 13 '12

Jaeger-LeCoultre Yearbook

jaegerlecoultre:

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Every year since 2007, the Manufacture has published its Yearbook, a richly-illustrated book that draws inspiration from the latest activities of the prestigious watchmakers from the Vallée de Joux in order to provide access to broader cultural and artistic horizons…

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Discover the first five editions of this publication… and stay tuned for Yearbook 6!

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Dec 8 '12

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Dec 8 '12
The abs. Loved it

The abs. Loved it

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Dec 4 '12
Yep, people watching.

Yep, people watching.

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Nov 29 '12
“I’m not smiling!”

“I’m not smiling!”

Tags: smile kids cute

Nov 25 '12
It was in the room the other day and I had no choice. Well, I shone a torchlight in hopes of helping it find the light.

It was in the room the other day and I had no choice. Well, I shone a torchlight in hopes of helping it find the light.

Nov 25 '12
Quite a looker in Ghetto Justice 2. 
李雪瑩, Crystal Li as Grace in the show.

Quite a looker in Ghetto Justice 2.
李雪瑩, Crystal Li as Grace in the show.

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